Yeah, right...Coming back??? Be ready for "hard times"??? And then what??? The last post was in June last year!!! Shit... I was so busy all this year making thousands of dollars or what? Why didn't I post here? You know why?.. Cuz I never went on again... That's the story of my life...at least camming one. I can't stick to it... Smth hold me back. I prefer to think it's my intelligence. That it's a bad thing to get naked...especially in front of hundreds horny guys...Doesn't matter that they are miles away...But I guess it's just an excuses...Don't wanna go hard on myself with all that critic but I'm one lazy mazafucka... :( It's really hard to be self disciplined and push yourself all the time to make the day productive and usefull. It's way better spend that time watching movies or just sleeping and dreaming bout "better times". I HATE HATE HATE myself for that... Though seems do some progress. Start camming again and push myself go online at least for an hour just for sake saying hi to people. Just to get used to that routine to go online.
What I cant get bout myself - how lazy should I be if even money doesn't motivate me... I know I can do good, really good working as a cam model. I do now, without any experience ( I mean 3-4 days a year is not a great success and big experience), and made good money working just an hour or two a day! But...LAZY ASS!!!
So for now here is my other routine - I will post here at least 3 times a week...
Now watch me he he :)
I've attached a new "UPDATED" pic of me :)
