And here I am . Again... Trying to become a "super cammodel". Again... I'm still sure I will be. One day...Hopefully I won't be 60 by that time:) Anyway Hi to everyone :) And talk to you soon .Xoxo

Keep Going Girl

Seems like I finally doing that. Work on MFC, AdultWork, Streammate, ImLive and Webcams. But wanna make MFC my primary site. Love the atmosphere there and the friend community. Actually I ' ve set a goal that in 90 days I'll be one of the popular models on there :P Watch me! I'll do that!
For now met a good guy, really nice one. His username is "Bandit" (he he sorry John :P ). Hope meet many other good people :)
I've attached a recent snapshot from a free chat

8/ OMG!.. More than a year...

Yeah, right...Coming back??? Be ready for "hard times"??? And then what??? The last post was in June last year!!! Shit... I was so busy all this year making thousands of dollars or what? Why didn't I post here? You know why?.. Cuz I never went on again... That's the story of my life...at least camming one. I can't stick to it... Smth hold me back. I prefer to think it's my intelligence. That it's a bad thing to get naked...especially in front of hundreds horny guys...Doesn't matter that they are miles away...But I guess it's just an excuses...Don't wanna go hard on myself with all that critic but I'm one lazy mazafucka... :( It's really hard to be self disciplined and push yourself all the time to make the day productive and usefull. It's way better spend  that time watching movies or just sleeping and dreaming bout "better times". I HATE HATE HATE myself for that... Though seems  do some progress. Start camming again and push myself go online at least for an hour just for sake saying hi to people. Just to get used to that routine to go online.
What I cant get bout myself - how lazy should I be if even money doesn't motivate me... I know I can do good, really good working as a cam model. I do now, without any experience ( I mean 3-4 days a year  is not a great success and big experience), and made good money working just an hour or two a day! But...LAZY ASS!!!
So for now here is my other routine  - I will post here at least 3 times a week...
Now watch me he he :)
I've attached a new "UPDATED" pic of me :)

:(

The camming day sucked lol.Everybody wants to enjoy the show but just for free.But still-in a good mood:) Met some new people,became friends:) Also one member told me that guys don't really look at the camscore,some of them doesn't even know what it is.When he asked me why I'm so nervous about that,I explained him that cuz of the score the model will be on the top of the page or at the end where no one will see her.Means fewer people in a room.But he said very interesting thing : that most of the guys sort out models by the alphabet or when she was last logged in. And definetly girls who are popular they have a high camscore but it doesn't mean ur income will grow just cuz of that.U actually have to biuld ur fan base,make friends and followers.That's smart lol.
SO won't be pissed off anymore about that %^%^% score :P Just will have fun and make new friends:)
Probably I'll be online again later on today,around 5pm eastern time.

Good Morning :)

Having a great mood and I'm sure an amazing day ahead :))))) Wish you the same  :*
I'll be online today at 9:30 am eastern time .

And for now saying you "HI" while taking my morning shower :P

My second Day

Today was the second day of me camming (not technically though,I mean after my coming back). I kinda start loosing that feeling I always had before,the uncomfortable feeling to go online;I'm not looking for an excuse not to do that anymore :) Though it's just second day 8/ Will see what's gonna happen in the next 2 weeks...
Anyway it was pretty good day,I had fun,met nice guys,one of them is "Visor" :)))) Very polite young man:) Made my day actually:)
All other members were very nice also,even basic members.No one really beg,all my refuses to do smth were met with understanding and respect.Hope to have more days like this one :)))))))
And I'll see u tom :P

XoXo

BACK BACK BACK!!!

So I'm back! Again lol! But I think this time I'm gonna stick for awhile :P So prepare urself for a "hard" time lol.Today was fun,danced alot (mostly all the time haha),though didn't really make any tokens :( I guess I'm a bad dancer :D Anyway,my schedule for now is 9am-12pm eastern time Mon-Fri.See u there :))))))))))))